Sunday, January 30, 2011


holding my little lily so will be short. we are hanging in there.
The hospice nurse asked me the other day "are you able to cry when you need to?"
i said "oh, sure, you know."
But turns out, when I need to, I have no choice.
I'm glad it's not every day I need to just fall apart and get all good and puffy. But I'm glad I can cry when I need to.


8 comments:

Anonymous said...

Darling photos. I should think that when two-thirds of your babes are asleep, that is a fairly good time! Of course, even one awake means Mom has to be awake too!

xoxoCarolyn

anne said...

I found your blog through the BT Yahoo Group. You have the most beautiful family. Your posts bring tears to my eyes and your strength is an inspiration to us all. You are a wonderful mom. I used to work as a hospice social worker - I hope that they continue to be a wonderful support to you and your family. Thinking of you...

Shannon said...

Beautiful pictures Erin. So sweet. You can cry anytime you want to- and I'll bring you lots of extra tissues and ice cream for after. :)
Love you.

April said...

Oh Erin.... sharing some tears with you at his moment.

Becky said...

Sweet, sweet pictures of your darling girls. I haven't commented in a while because my heart just hurts for you. And I know you are at peace with what will eventually happen, but it still is so hard to lose a piece of you. xoxo

We have Angel Wings said...

I love those pictures! You sure do a great job of capturing some of the precious moments.

Love you Erin. You're always in my thoughts.

♥ T

Renee said...

Thank you so much for sharing those beautiful pictures of your 3 beautiful girls. What treasures they are! Thank you so much for sharing your heart with us in bloggy-land. You are often in my thoughts and prayers. I am so grateful that you have been given the help you need through hospice. Please know that there are lots of us out here praying for you and your precious family.

TMI Tara said...

Oh those precious babies.... Thank you for sharing them with us. I'm crying for you on a pretty regular basis. But I'm glad you can cry when you need to as well. Thinking of you often!